‘That empty void, is just a painful way to fill your soul again’…
I am blank. I got nothing to write today, because everyday its the same, no change. This routine scares me to death, its like there is this empty void there are infinite universes around it, but I’m stuck in the void I cant get out, and I’m in a loop, the same day over and over again. But occasionally, the loop breaks just for a day or too, the path is the same, just slightly altered.
Tomorrow I am going to break out of this loop, because its my dad’s birthday. Have you ever felt like that, like you are trapped in a place, where you’ve got to do the same things everyday, at the same time. Most of us haven’t felt like this until the lockdown, because some Saturdays we would go out to restaurants, while others we would go to malls. Every weekend would be different, and once in a while we would stay at our homes and chill out with our friends and family. I can guarantee you one thing, the moment they let me out of my house, the little time of my summer vacations left, I am going to go everywhere (within the city, of course. What was I thinking) I will go to all the restaurants, and the malls, the water parks, amusement parks, everywhere.
I was thinking of keeping a party with all my friends in it, now this is what people call trying to run before you walk. But, honestly I just want to run from this empty void, and enter the infinite universes, one by one till I have seen every one of them. Today was a long day, and this is all I have to write.